shalom and breath of the Lord

This semester I’ve simultaneously felt the most like myself and the most unlike myself and I just don’t know what to do with that.

I feel like I’m coming into the person God made me to be and also feel so muddled by the busyness of this season. I’ve been almost exclusively listening to John Mark Pantana, asking the Lord some heavy questions, and grasping for moments of deep breath and shalom with Jesus. I’m really exited for this next season with photo work and creative breath from the Lord, but I am also trying to make peace with my limitations and very real lack of capacity for the life I have found myself in. I’m so thankful for the goodness of the Lord and the path He has laid before me, but hot dang I feel my lack of ability in such a clear way.

This next season for photo is so exciting and is something I cannot wait to share. THE LORD IS DOING A WORK! He has given me such a beautiful vision of what’s to come and I just cannot wait. Through this process with Him I have felt myself feel fully present with Him and feel fully myself. I’ve never felt that way before. So many beautiful moments and tears with my savior.

Here’s to resting in the Lord and seeking His peace.